Welp, if you're keeping up with my soundtrack of my life posts on the secret blog, you can look forward to November's songs tonight because I already know this one.
BREAKUPS
FREAKING
SUCK
This is the second time this year that I've broken up with someone I wasn't actually in a relationship with? Funny how that works. ALSO ironically the second time I've been broken up with on the same day that I attend a wedding! The first was in 7th grade when Jonathan dumped me. Funny how that works.
Except that was literally the most civil and logical breakup ever? And it was a decision we both came to? And we're still friends and literally nothing has changed? (Except for the fact that we are gonna stop pretending to pursue one another since we are very bad at acting like a couple). Who knows what God has in store for us? But we know that for now, a romantic relationship is not God's plan. I'd been praying about it forever, and I begged Him for an answer over break. I got it. He delivers on His promises, trust and believe. And it happened in the best way for me to not be bitter or upset about this for longer than necessary (aka as soon as I'm back on campus I'm going to feel amazing).
I'm happy today because I wasted over three months of my time and, as of tonight, I am no longer going to waste my time or le boy's. Also, THANK GOD this happened a week before my birthday because I was not about to deal with this on my special day. xxx
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