Two Months Later

A lot has happened. I mean a lot. In no particular order...

• New Members had a crazy fun Opening Night. They're so spirited and it's been a pleasure working with them
• I caught up on Steven Universe
• The WORLD started watching RWBY, which is awesome
• A relationship that never really started was ended, and it's obviously for the best
• My Tia Evelyn and Tia Lindo visited from El Salvador
• I had my last moments on McDaniel stage, and enjoyed the mess out of them, in roles that challenged me immensely
• My beautiful, wonderful, darling nephew, David Jonathan Bowen, was born
• My sister no longer feels sick
• Alpha Psi Omega raised over $1,000 for Relay for Life
• Harveys was magical and we made a bunch of people cry
• My Little was coronated
• I watched lots of Star Wars movies
• I graduated
• I have lots of people willing to help me with my job search and I start somewhere new on Monday
• Nicholas Druyor has added so much joy to my life these past two weeks, it's indescribable
• I spent an amazing senior week with some of the most important people in my life
• I wrote 49 letters to people, letting them know just how much I love them, and telling them to Keep Moving Forward
• My director had us over for a wonderful dinner at her place
• That same director has invited me to go to Chicago with her and her family in July
• All my professors were incredibly receptive to a project that is very dear to my heart
• Counseling did wonders for me, and I'm insanely grateful to Heidi for that
• InterVarsity was loving in every sense of the word and I'm happy to have been a part of it
• I am away from an apartment filled with both amazing and toxic memories, knowing that we've all made our peace and will be healthier and happier now that the year is done
• I enjoyed my final moments as a current member of Alpha Psi Omega
• I am finally dealing with all the emotions I pretended weren't there for two years. And even though this started out as something horrifying and Earth shattering, it led to growth and acceptance that I needed. I am grateful for my best friend, and I have no clue, what's to come but I'm glad we're out of that horrible place
• So much more. So so so much more

I should've been updating as the days went by. I should have been writing. I should have been letting you know what was happening in my life. I don't know why I turned away from this blog. This is my connection to you. It's how I tell you everything. I can't believe I went dark for so long. I have to remember that this is a safe place. It was created out of love and it was created to be a light. And even if I don't write every day, it's my job to make sure it stays that way. My emotions are everywhere. Life is real now. No more school. Just pretending I know how to be an adult. I may need this blog more often now. Better bring it out of retirement, then.