I remember Brian Johnson wearing a scarf telling me I was going to love the art.
I remember opening a card with a bunch of names written down. These were the names of all the beautiful people that had chipped in to buy me an XBox.
I remember a video called The Legend of Fat Foot
I remember a 5th grade James Morogiello telling Jessica Garcia and myself that his brother, Evan, was really smart, so no, he did not think he was smarter than his brother.
I remember making a status about wanting happy, cheery, bubblegum pop songs, and Conor Bouton, the attractive disaster he was, commenting with a Black Metal band.
I remember everyone at Thespian Fest saying that Albert Einstein High School deserved to win for All I Really Need to Know I Learned In Kindergarten. Despite being disqualified because we knew "Uh-Oh" would make us go over time, but we didn't care.
I remember my boys singing "You Have AIDS" at my 14th birthday.
I remember a pep rally where Abi Fuentes was being cheered on from the bleachers, despite us having a show to put on that night.
I remember a bunch of people coming up to me at lunch saying "OH MY GOSH YOU HAD A CRUSH ON CARLOS?" and my response being "Yeah, but I got over it 'cause he had a crush on Kimberly." And then the mob ran to question him.
I remember a mob in my 9th grade English class asking me if I had kissed Isaac in middle school. Which I hadn't. And Isaac laughing in the back of the classroom.
I remember posting videos on everyone's wall with Mirna, thinking we were hilarious and confusing everyone.
I remember walking around school as a constant trio. Stormy, Sammy, Margie.
I remember Savannah Williams. She existed. I know it.
I remember a boy named Dimitri and another one named Jonathan. I DON'T remember which one was gay.
I remember being in 5th grade and thinking I'd get in trouble for wearing a shirt that showed off my shoulders.
I remember when Jacqueline Lopez was my sunshine.
I remember a trip to the zoo with my biology class. That ended in a downpour. And a text message.
I remember comb horse.
I remember hanging out with Fabrizio at the only church retreat I ever went to and actually having fun and talking about Pokemon and just being really relaxed all day. And then I saw Hector.
I remember a message from Andrew apologizing to me because his best friend broke up with me, saying "Jon doesn't know what's good for him", even though I'd still never even met Andrew.
I remember Zeke playing a Spiderman iPhone game and shouting "buttmunchery"
I remember crying when I finally listened to the words as Aaron Fellows sang "Tomb With A View"
I remember being used so that someone could go on a semi-date with someone else. And the first someone being upset that the someone else decided not to go. And me being oblivious and being excited because I finally got to see Inception.
I remember Flair on Facebook
I remember starting a photo studio with Rose.
I remember telling Kimberly that Austin liked her back.
I remember Hector asking out Idalis. And her getting angry about it.
I remember singing Newsies in chorus.
I remember touring Ohio with Upward Bound, getting off a bus at the mall, and finding Tori Boyajian
I remember Jessica ripping up a note about who she liked, and Evan going through the trash to put the pieces back together.
I remember going to see a play at Loiederman my freshman year, and seeing my best friend, Alex Melendez, for the first time in three years.
I remember calling Connor Jackman cookie and Conor Bouton burnt cookie. And saying that Jackman looked like a snickerdoodle.
I remember making mansions where Kimberly, Rose, Shelly, and I would supposedly live. Complete with game rooms, a giant garage, our own bathrooms, and space for our pets. I DON'T remember including a kitchen.
I remember being asked if My Little Pony was a font (this was before the 2010 show came out).
I remember falling in love with blue roses. And Kyou Sohma.
I remember singing in Kimberly's room to Jump 5.
I remember sitting in a room with the Anzora kids, all singing along to the Yu-Gi-Oh GX theme.
I remember picking members of the Cheetah Girls, and deciding to perform Cinderella at a talent show. (Which never happened).
I remember Upward Bound.
I remember Albert Einstein High School.
I remember A. Mario Loiederman Middle School.
I remember Weller Road Elementary School.
What a beautiful thing. To remember.
"...but you know there's something I believe. I want to try and live my
life carrying all my memories with me. And even if those memories are
painful, even if they do nothing but hurt me, I want to keep them. Even
those memories I sometimes wish I could forget. As long as I carry them
with me, as long as I can keep holding on, then someday I'll be strong
enough that those memories don't hurt me anymore, and I'll be glad that I
have them. That's what I believe with all my heart. That's why all my
memories are precious to me, I don't think it would be okay to forget a
single one. And that's why the truth is I didn't want mama to forget
about me, I didn't. What I wanted was for her to hold on, but I guess
that was selfish of me." ~ Momiji, Fruits Basket
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