Being at McDaniel isn't ALWAYS fun. There's lots and lots and lots of work to do. My room is not my own. There are too many people in those dorms. The bathrooms are often dirty. People smoke and drink everywhere all the time, which makes it hard to breathe and sleep respectively. There's this stupid middle school drama that, even when you're not a part of it, you are always witnessing. Stress is real. Good food is nonexistent. And don't get me started on the feeling of being away from home while on your period.
I am back in Silver Spring and, after seeing some old high school friends, watching a show at Einstein, and spending some time with my mommy, I've realized McDaniel is home. It's annoying and inconvenient. But it's home. Because here I have Karla and Cristina. On campus I have supportive friends everywhere. I have a Little who I love and who loves me. I have the best friend I could ever have as a roommate. I have a Twin who is there for me at all times. I have a theatre to fall in love with every day. I have a church who actually makes me feel loved and welcomed, AND teaches me new things every time I go. A church that makes me a better person. And now a counselor to help me through the tough times.
Don't get me wrong. I'm THRILLED to be home. I need this break. Plus I'll get to see lots of people I love here, too. But McDaniel is home. And that is a surprisingly fantastic feeling.
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