I had a crap day on Monday, and you were there for me as soon as possible. That Skype session gave me a sanity and a clarity I cannot explain to you. Thank you for being there. For talking to me and listening.
For the days when I come back in tears, Rooster Teeth has got my back. Last week, On the Spot completely lifted my mood. This week it was Cloudberry Kingdom, and of course my fabulous RT Ladies doing werk. These people don't even know me, but wow they've done a lot for me.
I don't even have to say it, I can call Karla for ANYTHING. And she has the right words. Support. Encouragement. Scripture. Common sense. She is my rock.
On Wednesday, I went to IHOP with Xabiel. It's so good to spend time with him, honestly. Like, I admittedly don't have many guys from my past who I can just be open and ridiculous with and have everything just be platonic and comfortable. But, for real, I don't think anyone is more pressed than he is to prove, especially to my family, that there is NOTHING ELSE THERE AND WE ARE JUST FRIENDS hahaha. He's still as fun and difficult as ever. And I'm still complicated. So we good haha. I appreciate him in my life, even if it's only once per break.
Today & tomorrow are National Cheesecake Day! The most important holiday in existence. And I get to see Mariah, Torreke, and Mandy (and maybe Alexa?) as we go indulge in the greatest dessert there is. And we can catch up and love life together. All Mariah's idea. She's been planning this since the breakup or whatever you want to call it. It's her way of cheering me up. Let me tell you cheesecake does wonders and I'm SO EXCITED for nothing but smiles and love tomorrow.
Basically it's been a hard two weeks. And I cannot guarantee that it'll be easier any time soon. But I'm so blessed with the people in my life who are always there for me, even though they don't fully know how magical they are. They keep me going. Thank you <3
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