Count My Tears & Kill These Fears

Reason 20: I faced my fears, dealt with my issues, and forgave someone today. And honestly, it feels so relieving. Maybe things won't be as they were, but foundations can be rebuilt. And if the structure isn't as grand, that's fine. It can be small, but it'll be beautiful. And how great is it that we built it on our own? ^_^

More from My So-Called Life. Seriously, watch this show!

  

(It wasn't nearly that dramatic. But it's still a really good video)

Nothing Will Ever Be As Good As Here & Now

My So-Called Life was a show on ABC in the 90's. It was cancelled after one season and wrongfully so. It followed teenage Angela Chase (played by one of my favorite actresses, Claire Danes) and the reality that is teenage life. Leaving old friends with different interests. Finding new friends. Finding who you are. Drugs. Homophobia. Adultery. Disability. And it was honest. Not like these shows that are all about morals and "do the right thing, kids!". It was real. A big focus of the show was Angela's major crush on Jordan Catalano (played by actor/singer/love of my life, Jared Leto). For most of the show, Angela's emotions were jumbled because of how much she liked him.

Reason 18: This. Is me. Right now. And it feels incredible.