Our Own Private Study

Today was our first Theatre Bible Study. Very casual getting to know you/what are our expectations sort of session. But it makes me incredibly happy. I so endlessly appreciate Julianna for opening this up to us. She's right, we have no time at nights to join the regular groups and we miss out a lot as a result. But our desire to pursue the gifts God gave us should not keep us from God. We are so blessed to have her be our leader and peer in our journey. After all, what better way to celebrate our passion for creation than by learning about and honoring the Creator of everything around us?! This is going to be a great group, and I look forward to this experience, both for me an all the members.

Day 17: Part of Me

This place and these people will be with me always

Glorify & Enjoy

Sometimes messages are for you. Sometimes they aren't. Today's service at Intervarsity was so nice because, even if it didn't hit me hard and it wasn't super close to home like some other times, it was still important and applicable to literally everyone. All college students should be aware of these things. It's hard to remember sometimes, in the midst of this culture where constantly working is encouraged. But God has more planned for us than busyness. He wants us to follow a purpose. And we know our purpose.

Sidenote. I applied for the Disney College Program today. I already heard back. I have an online interview to fill out, which should take 40 minutes. Pray for me. Not necessarily that I get in, but that if this is what God wants for me and what He believes is the best way I can glorify Him, that I do so. And that if He does not see fit for me to go to Florida, that I can have the wisdom to accept His decision and continue on His path.

Day 11: Oops

Had every intention of working hard this morning, but I was too busy suffering for not being pregnant. My bad.

Through God Who Strengthens Me

Major Accomplishments That Have Been Made Possible By The Lord (inspired by Graeme)

• I have been Stage Mom for two years, and I have helped many people within Alpha Psi
• I am able to show my Little just how much she means to me and be there for her
• I run this blog to remind myself and others of the joy that can be found in this world
• Despite my fear, I have been a pretty great Aunt to Cristina
• I was in a seven year toxic relationship and I got out

MAJOR. Accomplishments. I do not know if I can stress how difficult these have been. But I did it. And it is not based on my wavering strength, but on the consistent unstoppable strength of God. He was with me then. And He will continue to be with me through my troubles. Through the struggles of project stress. Through my journey for self-love. Through this trial of making the right decisions and mending my heart after experiencing loss. All of it. I've just got to take one more step. And after all those steps I have already taken, with God by my side, one more step seems possible.